Oh how my heart ached reading this. Alzheimer's is no stranger to our family. Mom is on the waiting list for an entry through the pearly gates (which I honestly hope comes soon as her quality of life is completely nonexistent) I am so sorry for your loss and for the regret you are feeling. Selma’s response was absolutely perfect and I honestly couldn’t add anything more to that. Thank you for sharing your story and your heart Sturm.