My Final Goodbye Felt Weird

How was I supposed to feel? I don’t really know, but I wasn’t expecting this.

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So ICYMI, last year I made a big decision to sell one of my websites. It was my main one, my bread and butter, my heart and soul, a total extension of me, my blood, sweat, and tears. My life.

For the last 7 or so years, I’ve poured my everything into this site, so selling it wasn’t a snap decision.

I had to think long and hard about it. You can read more about that here:

Moving On is the Hardest Decision You’ll Ever Make

The deal started the first week of January and closed successfully on Feb 6th.

Almost a month. A month of back-and-forth emails, stress, tech problems, switching things over, changing passwords, deleting this, adding that. It was all stressful af, and the whole time I never once took into consideration that once it was finalized, this part of my life is now over.

And I’ll need to grieve. A big part of me just died.

Piece by piece