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I Almost Killed My Ex and Would Have Gotten Away With It
The only thing that saved his life was Karma
I remember the day like it was yesterday. I especially remember how I felt. Scared. Nervous. Excited. Doubtful. Beaten. Broken. Exhausted.
Life with my ex was filled with uncertainty, lies, verbal and emotional abuse, bullying, emotional manipulation, control and so much more. I know you’re probably thinking, why on earth didn’t I just leave him?
Here’s why:
It’s not that easy.
My entire life consisted of failure, turmoil, abuse, financial insecurity, fear of the future, and constant stress. I was always stressed about money. I was constantly looking for my knight in shining armor to save the day.
Or, to save me. It was me. I needed saving.
My whole life was spent looking for ‘him’. The one and only man who would sweep me off my feet and take away all my troubles. I wanted someone who would just fucking take care of me.